iResolution'05

This year has been a roller coaster ride.
The love of my life became the rogue of my lifetime.
Work was good but stumbles upon some uneven ground.
Learn more about myself, yet did not do much to rectify the flaws.
People were great , at least not back-stabbers.
Mum was great, though not the most understanding.
But alas, i was never good to begin with.

Doesnt everyone prays for a better tomorrow?
At least the never quenched, greedy me continues..

I have found the resolve to write this, even when i only have a modest
hope these will materialise. [Must learn from
Bridget Jones.] Must get this done so that i will have a
checklist for 2005 end...heh. Here goes:
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1. Splurge less, Save more. [hmm..why is this always at
the top of my resolution..i wonder?]

2. Give myself an off day, to idle and SPACE OUT,every
month, including from gym regimen!

3. Do NOT give in to retail therapy.

4. Give my best'est shot at work

5. Live my life motto- "Live and let live, Life with gusto.
Life without regrets"

6. Be more sensitive to my loved ones, [esp the prissy
puss at my house ]

7. Have a decent yet interesting man in my life.

8. Write happy diary entries instead of melodramatic
ones.

9. Stop casual dating with incompetent nobodies.

10. Buy a Chopard watch for my upcoming birthday!
[ hehe..this seems to contradict my 1st resolution]

iSolitude

1: Never Overestimate my own abilities

2: Never underestimate strangers' abilities. They may open you to a world of unknown.

3: A friend you made in a day could pull you out of the swamp you swirl in while a friend you have known all ur life could be the culprit that pushes you down the swamp. Bottomline - Time is not a platform to judge the credibility of a friend.

4: Take life with a pinch of salt

5: Trust in people. Depend on yourself.

6: No matter what happens, sunshine will have its way of reaching out to you. Warming your heart in the strangest way you never knew.

7: Love and treasure all your friends.

8: Life is NOT a box of chocolate! We eat the pieces we love and should have the courage, capacity and will to discard those we dislike.[ this sentence seems a bit of a cliche but i was chatting wif a fren i got to know of during my trip..it all make sense, to me at least]

9: Pain is a process to happiness and learning. Not the opposite. [i strongly feel so]

10: If you have faith in whatever god you believe in, there are reasons and lessons to be learnt with each and every person you know.