Last entry 2007

And so it is, the last entry of the year. I try to recollect if I have changed over the span of 365 days. Or any strong urge to accomplish a certain task before the year comes to a close.

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I am more diligent at work this year than the previous. I worked towards my goal. And it seems to be in positive light.

I have few regrets this year. More blessings to count in fact.
Jon found a job in Sg and got promoted sooner than we got to celebrate New year. Kian and I cleared our misunderstanding this year. We became closer than ever. Babe and j grew stronger. Cris opened her first salon and matured quite a bit. All my friends were very encouraging in times of need and also gave me the space when needed. In a nutshell, it has been a very smooth-sailing year. It became quite a worry of mine if the next year will be better ever.

I guess the best way of embracing 2008 is with absolutely no expectations for anything or anyone, except myself.

In 2008, I want to better myself, better my life. Let that be my 2008 resolution.

I have to count myself very very fortunate that I was not caught drunk driving on friday. There was a island-wide road block and one was set up just in front of Jon's apartment.

Most importantly, I was really pissed drunk that night. Honestly , I cannot remember that I drove home at all! And I only remember I was really drunk, after puking out all the wine at 4 in the morning!

Perhaps its all the talking with you people tat night. Company was superb etc. But I resolve NEVER to pull such an irresponsible act again.

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I have been feeling very disturbed lately, over various issues in my life. I have yet to reach any conclusive resolve ,even at this point when writing this down.
I am a very stubborn man, I have to say. I think that if I cannot handle my very own issues on my own, there is really no point in burdening our loved ones around with it. So, i am not really writing to disclose anything here.

More just to let you guys know that I am still alive and kicking my way thru, as usual.

More than ever, I am touched for all my good pals tat accepted my way of resilence.