I have to count myself very very fortunate that I was not caught drunk driving on friday. There was a island-wide road block and one was set up just in front of Jon's apartment.

Most importantly, I was really pissed drunk that night. Honestly , I cannot remember that I drove home at all! And I only remember I was really drunk, after puking out all the wine at 4 in the morning!

Perhaps its all the talking with you people tat night. Company was superb etc. But I resolve NEVER to pull such an irresponsible act again.

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I have been feeling very disturbed lately, over various issues in my life. I have yet to reach any conclusive resolve ,even at this point when writing this down.
I am a very stubborn man, I have to say. I think that if I cannot handle my very own issues on my own, there is really no point in burdening our loved ones around with it. So, i am not really writing to disclose anything here.

More just to let you guys know that I am still alive and kicking my way thru, as usual.

More than ever, I am touched for all my good pals tat accepted my way of resilence.