i&dar

"You & I" Stevie Wonder

Here we are on earth together,
It's you and i,
God has made us fall in love, it's true,
I've really found someone like you,

Will it say the love you feel for me, will it say,
That you will be by my side
To see me through,
Until my life is through,

Well, in my mind, we can conquer the world,
In love you and i, you and i, you and i,

I am glad at least in my life I found someone
That may not be here forever to see me through,
But I found strength in you,
I only pray that I have shown you a brighter day,
Because that's all that I am living for, you see,
Don't worry what happens to me.

Cause in my mind, you will stay here always,
In love, you and i, you and i, you and i, you and i
In my mind we can conquer the world
In love, you and i, you and i, you and i.

iTrip: BKK ' 05

This pics are from my recent trip to Bangkok.With D, L and M. Four of us used to be from the same tutorial group in school. We used to hang out together often then. We lost contact for 4 years. Predominantly the fault of mine and D. Since both of us ended our friendship, we simply wanted to end off all contacts on whosoever that reminded of each other existence. It was too painful.

I am glad we have put the past behind us. We even confessed to M on our sexuality after all these years.

It was just like the old days.. Hope all of you like the pics. Cause i love it!

iDarling: Billion Dollar Question

My darling J gave me a sock on the gut last night.He posed me the first billion dollar question yesterday.

" Do you wannt a bf who tells you sweet nothings or the truth? " J asked.

" Sweet nothings & truths at the appropriate time" I replied warily.

After which he subtlely put across a whole lot of my flaws , while hugging me. Some of which I have to plead guilty while others ,as usual, I defended myself endlessly.

" I do not want you to change. That is not my motive. I am drawn to you for your flaws amongst the rest.At the end of the day,I just do not want people to lose respect of you. I want people to look up to you more. And at the end of the day, just come back to me in your usual self. Just dun show your vunerable side at work,"

"Dun flare up for peoples' mistakes. I dun want you geting all upset for wat ppl should shoulder."

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Silly J. Of course i am a tad bit upset. After giving it more in depth thoughts on the issues you highlighted,
it all make sense to me. I guess its time i start to de-clutter some of my lifestyle habits.

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Audience, can you all see the reason why I am so in love with J ?

His genuine heart is a helluva rare one.

iFamily

My family protrait. My no-nonsense bro, prissy mum and the super obstinate me.

It has been at least five years since we last took a family pic. I still remember the last time we took a family protrait. It was days before my brother was drafted to national service. Ever since, we did not have any opportunity or urge to do that again.

The previous time ,when we snapped picture prefect, was not all that prefect. At least to me. I guess adolescence sparked the bad vibes in me. I was edgy and uncomfortable when the photographer put me under the scrutiny of his lens. I cringed whenever i looked at it then.

But now, i look at this pic with fondness. Lest the vast difference in us trio, its still family.Past, Present, Future.

iCNY'05

Some pics taken during a Chinese New Year Gathering at my place. It was superblicious!

iFood: 初二爱心大餐

Went to do CNY groceries shopping with D today! Weez..D has grown up. He has learnt how to buy pomfret and cut out the intestine! I am so proud of him! He will be cooking 2 of the dishes this thursday!

Presenting the love-filled menu:

Drink Teaser:
1. Moet Chandon

Main Course:
1. Lotus Soup with Pork Rib and herbs
2. Steamed cod fish
3. Pork Omelette with rice wine
4. Teriyaki Chicken
5. Fried Pomfret
6. Brocolli with shitake mushrooms

Desert:
1. Pancake with Peach and ice cream

Current mood: Still Blissful

iJoy

Have not been actively blogging these few days. Work was busy but manageable. On friday, V and I went for movies. It was our first nite out after he shifted out. it went well! We even started chatting on the mobile again! I think it will only get better :-). As for D, after the air has been cleared over old misunderstandings, i have tried to spend some time with him before he heads back to melborne 2 weeks later. It was just like the old "schoolbitches" time. :-) As for mx, we spent tue lunching as usual, with ispy and D! it was an unison of 3 shopaholics! Mx and i have decided to have a small family dinner on the second day of CNY! I am now racking my brains on wat to cook! ahemm..audience, i have also got to know a new guy, J. It was the most unexpected. Though we have been corresponding for a while, we have not met up till a week back. He is a steadfast, hardworking,happy chap with a charming twinkle in his eyes whenever he grins! Nothing is concrete, but i am contented at the rate this is heading. Not too intense but enough to catalyse into something beautiful. I am happy all my loved ones are near me, at least. Cause it is the loved ones around me that makes me complete. :-) Yes of course..rosie is resting on my bed dreaming while i m blogging here.

Current mood : Blissful

iPuss

rosie in deep thoughts
Originally uploaded by iRosie.

My rosie girl is growing up! :-) Audience, isn't she lovable?

ichn II - 把悲伤留给自己

one of my fave song. Sharing the lyrics with all of you.

把悲伤留给自己

词曲:林东松

能不能找个空间
把自己的悲伤埋藏起来
能不能找个爱人
诉说我早不在乎的过去
为什么过去到现在会是一场起起落落的故事
难道是前世到今生早已注定我这一生该走的路
如今我一无所有
如今我孤独冷漠
在这漫长的日子里
再也不敢对未来有所选择
还是把悲伤留给自己
何苦再去逃避这熟悉的冲击
把悲伤留给自己
何苦再去燃起这伤心的火焰
把悲伤留给自己
也许能平息内心的叹息
把悲伤留给自己
也许能使这场梦魇不再延续