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Was having lunch with mx this afternoon. We were chatting and catching up after two weeks of not meeting.

mx and I have the most extraordinary connection. We are neither overly chatty on the phone or have a habit to keep in contact daily. However, its just that our lunch appts are always magic. We trust each other in a way that seems so unjustified for two lost blood kins whipped together in an irony of fate.

As such, i always look forward to our light hearted lunch out.

mx and I were never close since young.Or perhaps, i have to confess i never did attempt to want to know any of my blood kins. Even when i started confessing to her in the gym, i merely thought she would received this "sock in the gut" and give me this false smile and never chat again. Thats wat i wanted. I wanted her to be embarassed in a way how hetreosexual are not open to the rising of the queers. Fortunately, she was unfazed. :-) And i love her for that, amongst many reasons.

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She spurred me into thinking again today. And i want to share it with all of you.

We were chatting about a joint venture. And she asked, " How confident are you in this taking off?"

I stumped for a second. I rebound as quickly.

Honestly, i have never exactly thought about it- Success.

Not because it is not in my mind. Its just that i may have seen success at a different platform. To me, my success will be my courage to not conform.to twirl out of the social entwinment. To step out to do wat i see passion in. To me, even if money is lost, i emerged as a winner, in my own rights.

Route. Its not about sticking to the expressways. Its about exiting from it at the right time. To know the reason you exit. To know the reason you exist.