iLoves

Had been a helluva week. More to come. At least till end May. Despite all the lowly ,ugly b*tches that attempted to stamp so gingerly on my weeny salad bowl, i finally start to build back a new set of clientele. It will take a bit more time to rebound. But I will work very hard towards it. Wayeeez to Go, Kenneth!

On the other hand, I am so sick of what i am doing now. Dunno why the fish i still strive so hard in this job. But i guess it's just me. I need that push to know that I am still alive and kicking. I promise myself. Regardless wat, I am going to change a new job. Do something I like. Something unfamiliar. With or without a pay cut. I dun want to end up to be one of the zombies on the street. Aimlessly and pointlessly living their lives without really knowing life.

I want a short life. But a life to be documented with having the courage to step out of my comfort zone. To smile to know that i have contributed my fair share back to the society. Not only in terms of taxes. But thru the passion that work brings along. To know this life is not a waste.

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Spoke to a dear gal fren today. She is in the middle of an ugly divorce. She uttered out her thoughts in a hardly audible voice.

" Do you think Love is enough? That love can blinds infidelity, met out differences, shoo away demons and temptations. You really think Love is what the media protrays in movies or song lyrics? Love is not even enough to make her husband pay for her kid's allowances. " She burst into sobs again. This dynamic , almost cocky businesswoman in front of me suddenly looked so frail. So shattered. I could visualise all the sweet memories in her tearing apart .

Love. Is not enough. It takes time, determination, money and so much more. And most importantly, Love needs sunlight. If it is God's will never to let this bud bloom and seeds to thrive. God needs to shine on it. If not, It will never be.
You folks agree?