iRosie

Have anyone ever have a strong affinity with your pets that you feel that you understand their barks and meows? Recently, i spent a lot of time with Rosie. I realized every meow she makes seem to represent something different. Like when she is watching music videos in my room and the disc ends. She will meow to urge me to change. When she peers thru the window and i gently pat her, its a diiferent sound altogether. And of course when i beat her for being naughty, she will meow in a mournful way if she thinks that she did wrong. She will also meow angrily and even grits her teeth when she thinks that she is misunderstood.

That's my rosie. Yup, she is watching Eason Chan in Concert now. Listening more intently than I am :-)

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I learnt more about myself these past few days.

When I am happy, I will talk crap. Talk incoherently.
When I am sad or troubled, I will try to play jester in front of my frens, to make myself the butt of the joke sometimes.
When I am irritated, I will bitch and spit venom.
When I am extremely downcast, I will avoid meeting anyone. Not talk at all.

Nobody likes to be misunderstood. Neither do I. After chatting wif dessie just now, i gathered that i am never the best person in clearing my stand. Guess dessie knows best. We were not talking for 4 years. Due to some bottomed up misunderstandings. In the midst of our cold war, I missed him badly. I would frequently walk and loiter around his house, wondering what he is up to. The obstinate me never wanted to keep in contact, to the extreme that i warned our mutual frens not to reveal my whereabouts to him. Sighh..that's me. Not gonna change.

I believe that time and people has its own way of allowing things to fall in place. If a misunderstanding exists, there is probably more to it than that. There must be much more bottomed up displeasure. Clarifying may or may not salvage it. But time will. Time allows us to rethink and reflect. Let fate determine and weigh ,this friendship or relationship, for us.

Today, I am glad that time has spare Dessie and my friendship. It has never been stronger since.

Not sure this will happen thru out my life, with all my loved ones. But all of us should have faith. Yes. Time and people has their own place. At least that's what i choose to believe