Rosie's sick

Rosie have a fever last night. It was also her first " on heat" period. She was behaving strangely. I tried calling a vet. He was not particularly helpful. I was on the verge of tears. It may not be a life threatening issue here. But her sweating and purring was inexcessant. She came putting her head on my hands, Trying to adjust to her hormonal change whilst running a temp. Not easy for the poor gal.She wants a hug so badly. Not those catty provocative move.. She just want to be reassured.

I was useless. I cant find the hospital and the routes ...I am such a road idiot. I am not good in comforting her..she was so scared and she keeps runnig out of the cot , that i bought along with, while driving.

I feel so helpless..angry with myself. Cant sleep a single wink last night.

Im down wif fever. Just down two aspirin and 3 Da**** and Im*** now. Hope i can wake up.Dun worry,


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A dear fren leaving,I hurt him, accelerating his decision. .............................................