Himbo is well too!

Thanks! Yes. I am better. The perennial fever had subsided. I am getting some sleep finally, without the aid of those colourful M&M sweets. Not much. But at least i have a few hours of deep slumber. Contented with this at least.

My suicidal thoughts are under better control. But like wat i wrote to kian and Leong, I started preparing for this uneventful day. I think its logical for a depression prone guy to do this. I mean wat if i snapped one day, and one life is stashed. I dun want my loved ones to be left in the lurch or anything of this sort. Esp rosie.I am like this protective parent looking fiercely after her. I even posted some bulletins at nearby vets, helping her to find a mate. Yup. I dun intend to get her spade. I want little rosies! They will be as cute as she is.

I do not want to see myself victimized in this depression here. Nevertheless, I want to thank a couple of my loved ones. For just being here, wanting to pull me out of this swirl of mine. At least in spirit. Thank you.