Himbo's streak of sadness
When I got home today, I noticed that the plant, in my room, has sprouted with a new stem, and green leaves. Its beautiful. Its the fruit of my conscientious effort to water and sunbathe it everyday.
I bought this plant with J. Its a pity we parted ways before we have the chance to gilmpse this work of nature together.
I cant help but feel sad over this fleeting thought. I am over him. and i do think this is the best solution for both of us, given that tense air, at that point of time.
Its more about myself. This month has seen me cooping myself from the rest of the world. i wanted to spend some time to think about how i want to live this life from this point. And also to fight my battle with depression and sleeping pills. i am rather proud that i have stay clear those awful pills. I credit this to the taxing gym regimen and heavy workload.
But to be able to trust someone all over again, It seems so distant. i have no doubts that i have so much issues that i cant seem to de-clutter.
life is a drag. But like leong says, Just accept when it fails to reach an understanding.
I bought this plant with J. Its a pity we parted ways before we have the chance to gilmpse this work of nature together.
I cant help but feel sad over this fleeting thought. I am over him. and i do think this is the best solution for both of us, given that tense air, at that point of time.
Its more about myself. This month has seen me cooping myself from the rest of the world. i wanted to spend some time to think about how i want to live this life from this point. And also to fight my battle with depression and sleeping pills. i am rather proud that i have stay clear those awful pills. I credit this to the taxing gym regimen and heavy workload.
But to be able to trust someone all over again, It seems so distant. i have no doubts that i have so much issues that i cant seem to de-clutter.
life is a drag. But like leong says, Just accept when it fails to reach an understanding.
posted by The Aspiring Himbo at 5/17/2005 12:15:00 AM
2 Comments:
how i wish everyone can take words of wisdom like this... "juz accept when it fails to reach an understanding"... then there would be much less sad pple in this world.
on another note, incidentally, the plant-catus you gave to me died the very day you and J decided to part. quite 邪门really...
I will buy you one more! Another type! But this round, the day the plant dies will be the day i die..okay you are going to 'kok' my head again..heh heh.
This will make you water and sunbathe the plant daily!
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