Peeved

A hk fren of mine, H, called me up just now. We were talking about this guy , S, that is fond of me , based in HK. He confesses to me that he likes him. I told him i was cool with it and if it happens b/w both of them , let it. I am happy for both of them, If both are in love, its really their issue [ not that i have a say in it] Period. My fren ranted on that S still holds high hope of developing something more when [ if ] i am based in HK next yr. I told H i was cool with that as well. My fren that shot me this ' Of course you are cool with it! You are having all the fun in S'pore! ' I was thinking - "where was that coming from??'

I mean why go thru the motion of planning that it may happen if it may never materialise. Besides , i told S very clearly during my HK trip that we will remain pals unless something concrete materialise in HK. Yes, we do chat regularly on the phone. Thats about that. Not much of a firework anyway.

More than ever, i was peeved with my fren for using such an irrelevant accusation over S. I felt grossly misunderstood. However, i just remain my meeky tone with him and said that i need to return back to my Harry Potter reading. I will call him again tomorrow. He shot me another classic - " I never know you read". I felt like saying , just fark off, buddy.

However, he is a rather close pal of mine in hk. Hence , i just laughed it off and said, " Ya rite, its one of the blue moon tonight. "

Can't really blame him on it anyway. I have mantained a very casual , cheerful , and more than ever himbo-like , persona to most of my HK frens. Its not that i dun trust them or any sort close to this. Neither am i being pretentious. I just think i have no need to act so adult-ish all the time, esp when i always meet them during my holidays. Its like my alter-ego. Integral of my traits.

Really enough of rambling, i am really gonna go back to my reading. Just fark it.