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I finally found the resolve to reply to my mum's email, telling her that i am okay and eating enough and well..etc. It has been half a year. Yup, it took me half the year to muster the energy to writing to my mum. Indeed , i was disappointed and angry over some family issues previously. More than ever, i was hurt with how careless my feelings were tossed. But I decide to stop acting that petty wounded kitten and emailed her.

040905. Where will i be coming 040906? I received a call a few days back , from Hongkong, pertaining to the interview I went for previously. I have two months more to make the ultimatum.To uproot or stay put? Esp after dessie comes back, there seems to be one million and one stuff that is drawing me back? Am i being a tad too emotional?

Very weary today, still. The weather is making it worse. My shoulder aches from a very heavy burden. The very burden of upliving my own standard. Its wearing me. Hopefully , a cool sunny day will lighten me up.