I went thru
I went thru it.
With a left eye bigger and a hoarse voice. I stood, unfazed [looking french chic in my cardigan smart casual work gear] and presented with conviction for a helluva 45 minutes. The board of twelve reached a conclusive opinion of my proposal at 2145hrs. As i was driving back, I was in awe , thinking if all had just been just a dream after popping a flu tablet in the morning.
I suppose i am trying to utilise any remaining exuberance in my debilitating youth. I have to give myself credit for this. [ gym and shopping tomorrow, with a good dinner and movie to go with, perhaps ]I was rather apprehensive this morning , taking the swollen eye to be a bad omen for the afternoon meeting.
Heh..i ram still rather proud of myself for pulling this through. Tha matron gave a 'casual' remark on how my zest and youth intimidates her, and how puzzling it is that i could stand amass at this "tender age"
Though i really think she was trying to be liberal in her flattery, my ego kinda swelt for that nick of moment. Heh..
" But your cutting edge is the pile of experience that i lack ." I smiled.[ My cognitive imperative starts..]
******
It's strange. How unfazed i come to terms with my illness. Most of the the time, I worry how my work will be affected and how i will be a bother for people to have to care for me ,when i fall ill. Its never the main worry - my health. I suppose its high time i see it in another perspective.
With a left eye bigger and a hoarse voice. I stood, unfazed [looking french chic in my cardigan smart casual work gear] and presented with conviction for a helluva 45 minutes. The board of twelve reached a conclusive opinion of my proposal at 2145hrs. As i was driving back, I was in awe , thinking if all had just been just a dream after popping a flu tablet in the morning.
I suppose i am trying to utilise any remaining exuberance in my debilitating youth. I have to give myself credit for this. [ gym and shopping tomorrow, with a good dinner and movie to go with, perhaps ]I was rather apprehensive this morning , taking the swollen eye to be a bad omen for the afternoon meeting.
Heh..i ram still rather proud of myself for pulling this through. Tha matron gave a 'casual' remark on how my zest and youth intimidates her, and how puzzling it is that i could stand amass at this "tender age"
Though i really think she was trying to be liberal in her flattery, my ego kinda swelt for that nick of moment. Heh..
" But your cutting edge is the pile of experience that i lack ." I smiled.[ My cognitive imperative starts..]
******
It's strange. How unfazed i come to terms with my illness. Most of the the time, I worry how my work will be affected and how i will be a bother for people to have to care for me ,when i fall ill. Its never the main worry - my health. I suppose its high time i see it in another perspective.
posted by The Aspiring Himbo at 4/20/2006 11:42:00 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home