The 2nd big commitment

Its the commitment with a capital C i am having doubts in.

Its easy the first time round. Love revolves around everything you are doing and what you want to build on. There were no fears , no doubts. Cause you believe everything has its own way of meting out , with the gravitating power of love.

Its not too easy the second round. There are some traits in a person that you know you can never accept in eons and there are some that you can compromise with. The love word is now shared with another L-word : Logic. You do not want to swirl in a whirlwind and end up with a speck of dust as memories. You want to be swept and yet remain grounded. You yearn romanticism as much as pragmatism. You speculate your love as though it becomes an investment.

I am trying to sit in between the fence.

The second big commitment. Its not gonna be easy, just with the thought of it.