I am feeling upset right now.

In the geomancy world, 'monkeys' will be brought to great misfortune by "tigers". I only have one "tiger friend" in my life. Not only did he not bring me misfortune , though we constanly bickers over the most trivial matter, I have no doubts that he has only the best intentions for a young chap like me. He taught me so much about life. And he always put everyone's need before himself.

He just gave me a ding this morning after not picking up the phone for the past few weeks saying that he is leaving for Laos. He is tired of his life. He wants to simply disappeared, "vanished into thin air", leaving his very promising career that he has built behind. There is no stopping back. I persuaded him for an hour, but that obstinate streak just wouldnt go away!

His last text before he flies is < Now I can leave everything behind. God is sweet.>

Gosh, he can really make me cry.